4.01.2010

This is pretty much a collection of a zillion different thoughts going on in my head right now. There is no order to any of these. And it is all over the place...

I wonder what life would be like if it had worked out. I wish I remembered what it felt like to like someone a lot. To me, the ugliest people in the world are the people who have a beautiful appearance but a horrid personality. It is a complete waste. Prom. Gah. 16 days from now. How crazy. Junior year is almost over. Damn. Where did my childhood go? I don't rememb er it. I feel like I just started high school last week. Suddenly I am worrying about my stupid SAT score because I want it to be higher so I can get a better chance of getting in a great college.

You know what I REALLY don't understand?
How is it that most of the working population HATES their job?
Each one of those people had the opportunity to do WHATEVER they want,
as long as they worked towards it.
How is it that they can just ... give that up?
I don't understand.
Why would anyone not try their absolute hardest to be able to do something they are passionate about?
I always thought that if someone wanted something,
they would do what they could to get there.
That's what I'm doing at least.

I could fall asleep right now.
I am THAT tired.
It's crazy.
I have done absolutely nothing since I got home from the Extreme Thing Saturday night.
It is now 9:37 on Thursday night.
Tomorrow is my last day of Spring Break..
and all I have done is sit on my ass and watch TV.
It has been .. wonderful actually.
My room is relatively clean.
I just need to do laundry and vacuum.

These past few weeks have been like... break-up/together season.
I have heard of 983754968 and 2 couples breaking up
Then there are the other 498752938473 couples that have recently gotten together.

Random fact: My brother has some SUPER cute friends. He doesn't bring them around though.


Oh.
Another thing.
I don't know what I did to deserve to be treated like a whore, but I don't appreciate it.
So if all of you stupid asshole guys would stop talking to me like I'm your everyday slut, it would really make life a lot less annoying for me.
Kay?
Thanks.

Now I am in a terrible mood because my mind is going through a few things that I am chosing to not share.
So I am just gonna stop typing now.
Pretty pointless post.


//ickfatgross.