11.29.2009

>:/


What the hell is taking stupid Arbor View so long to send me back a letter that says

"yes you can come back to this school"

or

"no we are not going to take you back because we hate you"

?!

Is it too much to ask to want to be at a school that I enjoy going to??

One that I care about?

UGHH.

I hate people.

This is why I have a list.

You better hope you aren't on the list. haah :]

It's something unpredictable

But in the end it's right

I hope you have the time of you lifee.

You know what is completely unpredictable

And in the end, it is never right?

And you will never have the time of your life with?

T h e s t o m a c h f l u .

Yeah.

It totally sucks.

Especially when you get it on Friday when you don't have school.

The least it could do for you is give it to you on a day you have school

So you can miss a day.

But NOOOO.

It waits until you have a 4 day weekend to make you miserable out of your mind.

True story.

Secret:

My new favorite song, as of November 25, is One Less Lonely Girl.

Just cause it is THAT cute :]

Current Countdowns

19 days until Winter Break

26 days until Christmas

52 days until my 17th birthday

567 days until graduation [ish]

117 days until Spring Break

418 days until my 18th birthday

32 days until New Years Eve

185 days until Summer Break :]

Yeah.. I suppose I'm a little bit of a freakk?? :]

haha.

Oh well.

It's perfectly acceptable I suppose.

Uhm..

Enjoy this picture of my awesome drawing.

I'm gonna goo.

//confusionirritation&happiness

11.11.2009

730 Days until November 11, 2011.
I hope that is a lucky day.

So currently, I am freezing my ass off at my mommy's work.
But I'm wearing long sleeves.. so that makes no sense??
I really want it to rain.. it looks like it should rain.
But we all know how often it rains in Vegas.

Will someone please explain to me why feelings aren't reciprocated?
Why does Person X feel Feeling A for a Person Y,
but Person Y feels Feeling B for Person X?
Why can't Person X and Person Y both feel Feeling A for eachother?
That would be so much better.
And it would cause so much less heartache and annoyances.
I really don't understand why the world has to be so complicated.

So will someone tell me why people keep jumping into my mind
and why they keep making me go into these incredibly aggravating
thought provoking episodes of thinking?
I do not appreciate them.
Not one little bit.

Fact: You are not the victim in this. Stop acting like it.
Truth: I really want you out of my head.
Secrets:
I really hate that everyone took that from me.
I miss you.
I always wonder what would have happened if that wasn't a secret.


//Why did you do that to me?

11.09.2009

I am going to see if I can switch back to Arbor View.
I really don't like Spring Valley at all.
I miss my friends at Arbor View.
A lot.
I miss my classes.
I miss having Film studies and Genetics.
I miss sitting with John, Sam, Steven, Julio, Caleb, Lance, and Brad at lunch.
I miss laughing with Cayla and Annie during History.
I miss arguing about boys and girls in American Lit.
I want to be on sports for Arbor View.
And I want to kick Spring Valley's ass in everything.
I actually like being an Aggie.
I like the weirdo schedule.

I'm totally gonna talk to my mommy about it.
I don't wanna deal with Spring Valley anymore.
I want to be happy with my school again.
I hope my mommy says it's okay.
Cross your fingers for me, will you?

//hopeful.

11.08.2009

Muffin tells me that my blogs are too sad.

I'm sorry if they are.

I really didn't think they were that sad.

But I guess he might be right.

//unfinished.

11.02.2009

Life is stupid.
Yepp.
Cause, that's mature.

Secret: I don't know why, but I feel very numb. Not my body. But my thoughts and emotions.
Weird.

I don't like Spring Valley.
I really wanna come back to Arbor View.
A lot.

But I guess I'll have to deal with Spring Valley cause I'm stuck there.
But I want my friends back.
And I want to go back to a school where the people don't annoy me.
That would be fantastic.

Secret: You're disgusting.
Truth.

I have to clean my room.
And clean Franklin's tank.
And shower.
Then maybe I'll go chill with some people.

Secret: I want a _________.

Oh. And a new phone.
Anyone wanna donate an at&t phone to me?
Samsung preferably.
But I'll take anything.

I'm not in a great mood.
And now I'm just kinda making myself in a worse mood.
So I'm gonna go.

//failure.