7.24.2009

I had way to much veggie fried rice. :[
Now I feel sick.
After this post, I am gonna go shower and then sleep :D.
Because I am exhausted...
Even though I woke up 3 hours ago.

Anyways. There is a sorta-point to this post.

A few things I need to clarify.

1. I am not into hook-ups. I do not like them. I do not even remotely consider them. They are stupid. Pointless. Demeaning. I just do not appreciate them at all and just because you are hot doesn't mean you are an exception. I hate it when guys can't do anything but flirt or talk sexually towards a girl. I don't like crude jokes after every other sentence. I enjoy having actual conversations. Get over it.

2. I think its absolutely hilarious when people tell me all this shit about my best friend, and expect me to not care and not tell her. YOU ARE DUMB. There is a reason she is my best friend and when you go around telling me shit about her I truely pity you because you think I won't tell her. NEWSFLASH we tell eachother everything. I also find it rather humorous when you tell me something about her and think that I don't already know; for example: the school she is going to.

3. I am a vegetarian. I don't eat chicken, fish, beef, pork, shrimp, turkey, dog, cat, whale, or any other kind of living creature that you think will be funny to ask me that I eat. I will not eat food if it has touched any of that or has been cooked with any of it. YES I eat animal crackers. They are crackers. You fail for even asking that. NO I will not eat a piece of meat for you or anyone else. I don't care if it is the best hunk of cow you have ever tasted. I. Do. Not. Care. Do not try to convince me to eat meat or give me those stupid "what if" scenarios. Do not try to shove a a piece of chicken in my face. I do not shove broccoli or mushrooms under your nose, so keep your meat away from mine. I have heard all the jokes. They aren't funny. You look like a dipshit if you start cracking jokes about ground beef being in my cake or my cookies. I don't laugh at you and say "oh, by the way, you're brownies have pieces of carrot in them." That's not funny, is it? Well, neither are any of the other stupid jokes you decide to make up and tell me. Go ahead and eat your dead animals. I don't care. You can do it right in front of me. I won't fuss. You aren't funny. So stop it.

4. I can complain about my family all I want. They are my family, and I know them. You on the other hand, are not allowed to talk shit about them. You don't know them. You have no idea what you are talking about. If you don't get along with my family, chances are, you and I won't be that great of friends.

Sighh.
Well I guess that is all.
My mommy is asking me to control her facebook. She has no idea how to do it.
Ha.

I come home in 15 days. :]

7.20.2009

kidwithaunicorn

Who uses that as an anything??


It's one of my emails... no.. two of my emails.


It's my AIM screen name.


I am pretty sure I have a photobucket account in that.


And a youtube account.


I'm lamee.





Uhm. I did have a point for this blog and it wasn't to point out how weird I am...


What was it...








oh yeahh!!

OFFICIALLY

Coming home in three weeks

Going to be on the Cross Country

Junior at Arbor View

It's only going to be Mom and I living at our house

I'm pretty sure that was I wanted to tell everyone.

I have been much less bored because a lot of my family was just in town. :]

I'm very pleased by that.

I wish I was able to spend more time with them, but I just found the majority of them on Facebook.

Soooooooooo now I can bother them all I want. :]

My phone is dead.

It's 12:02AM.

Mem and I are going to see The Proposal tomorrow.

That should be fun.

I finally get to sleep in again.

Gosh I love sleeping. I want to sleep forever.

THAT would be fantastic.

i miss my wife.

Hey! She's blogging right now too!

Secret: I made her a present. She doesn't know what it is :] .
Wish: IWTWLTB.
Hopeless Hope: That Butthead. :/

7.12.2009

Fatal flaws...
Not quite sure why I was thinking about this last night, but I was.
You know how you like someone but there is that ONE thing with them that you just can't deal with?
Also known as Fatal Flaws, the death of the relationship, the deal breaker.

I realized what my Fatal Flaw is. Am I going to share with you?

Not a chance in hell.

I miss my wife. Our song just came on.

Touchdown Turnaround
I never see you around.
Anywhere or anymore
You are what I'm looking for
Touchdown Turnaround
Everything is safe and sound
Everywhere and everytime
I am yours and you are mine

:[

43 days until school starts.
Sigh. I'm cold.
My niece wants me to take her around the block.


/meaningless thoughts.

7.09.2009

damn.

that really fucking hurt.

7.06.2009

I really have to pee.
Well I don't know about you, but that title certainly fits what I'm thinking right now.

Not the point.

I'm pissed with myself. Why? Oh just because I let myself believe that this boy was actually different from all the other boys. Ha.
What. A. Joke.
At this very moment though.. I don't know if I'm more frustrated because a) I actually thought that things would work. Or because of option b) That things didn't work yet again.

So now I am, like a lot of other girls out there, back to the very infuriating question that we all ask ourselves at some point in our lives.
What the hell is wrong with me?
This is where everyone is like Nothing is wrong with you. It's them. In response to that. If it was really them, then why do all of them have a her and I don't have a him?
Sighh. Whatever. I guess I'll get over that eventually. I mean, it's not like anything can happen while I'm in Chicago anyways.

Ugh. Which also irritates the shit out of me. I'm bored out of my mind. I don't have any friends here. Not a single person. There are ZERO highschool, or even middleschool, students around here. My brother does nothing but aggravate me from the moment I wake up to the moment I am sleeping. Dad isn't very entertaining. My sisters are working a lot. My step mom is at work. This is when people say It can't be THAT bad. Yes. It really can. What did you do on your 4th of July? I'll tell you what I did. I went for a long walk BY MYSELF in the rain. Seriously a long walk. Like 2 miles. And I watched 7 episodes of Lost.
WHO DOES THAT?!
So. Lame.

I feel bad ranting while I'm in a pissy mood. It's almost to the point where I am feeling sorry for myself.
Can't have that.
So I think I am gonna stop now and go pee.
Then....I'm not sure what I'll do then. I haven't thought that far ahead. Sighh.

/feeling sorry for myself.