Right now.
I am very frustrated with 98% of my friends.
To the point where I don't even know why I do so much to help everyone out.
No; this is not all just one person. It's a ton of people.
I talk on the phone for hours into the night
I rearrange all of my plans to accomodate you
I don't tell your secret
I make sure no one knows about what happened with you
I support your decisions
I don't call you out on being a dick
I help you when you are really stressed out
I don't tell anyone about that one thing
I don't ever yell at you
I don't show you that I get mad for what you do
I come to help you whenever you need me
I let you blame me for anything
I get you out of shit situations
I make sure you get your stuff done
I don't tell that one person what an ass you're being.
I smile everyday and act like I don't do anything for any of you
When really; I make my life harder just to make sure all of you are as happy as I can make you.
And, just to protect your happiness, I'm not going to ever let you know.
Ever.
Because that's the kind of person I am.
I center my life around making all of you happy
And I am going to keep it that way
Because I'd rather it be me that gets all of this shit to deal with than any of you.
I'm complaining because I need to complain.
And I know I bring this all on myself,
But sometimes I need something to vent to also.
//termpaperdue.
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